So far so good(got 2 A at my exams-at my English exam the teachers congratulated me for my English**).I gave my first writing exam yesterday,and it went quite well(the grades will be published on 5th).Talking about the guy,I saw him like two seconds yesterday before I got to exam;he was wearing a suit with a red as blood shirt,and with the hair in a pony tail and with the same mysterious look and a sensual walk(freakin'awesome,delicious*_*-I almost forgot I was there to give an exam-hihi).I adore people that manage to intrigue me;and trust me that rarely happens.
I feel melancholic,but as it's said that melancholy is the feeling of passion,don't really know what to say anymore...maybe I really am too romantic for this world that is mocking every small and sweet gesture.It's a good thing that I'm still realistic,and that I have the power to bring myself back,before I fall too deep into those little things.
Well,doesn't matter what I want...not gonna happen anyway...3 more exams...pretty anxious because of my Thursday exam,and not only because of the exam**
PS:Oh!R.I.P M. Jackson!
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
Yesterday was the last day of highschool.It almost was like a dream.We still don't really realize it.We all cried,especially after I read my speech.I couldn't even finish reading,cause I couldn't see what I wrote because of the tears.I didn't expect it to be like this.I think it was the first time when we really were all united.Even my main teacher kissed me on the cheek with love.We didn't wanna go home anymore.They even asked me to read the speech again.It really impressed them,because it was written with all my heart.So the speech sounded kinda like this:
"The first day our mommies took us by our little hands and took us to school,we woke up in a closed and randy space,as we called it:the jungle.We felt insecure,we yearned after our mommy's protection,but with time we got used to it.We learned to pass on our knowledge to our brothers and sisters.Now,we cannot longer picture our life without this "jungle".How will it be when we'll wake up knowing we won't see those familiar faces anymore?How will it be when no one is going to listen us for 2?But when we'll stay home on 15th of September?
All our teachers tried to pass us on some values and life lessons.But I think the most important lesson is that nothing is easily gained in life.
We couldn't know then,that the school is just the nature reserve that was preparing us for the real jungle.
For 4 years,our main teacher tried to pass us on at least a small part of her passion for France and French,while in the classroom deeper friendships were binding.Some friendships are for ever.We first wanted that everything was over,and now,as it were 4 days since we got here,it's over.And strangely,we aren't happy.Some will realize what highschool meant for them only in September.Some have grown up more,some just a little.What's real is that school is letting us go and can only hope that we will be able to face all that life has in store for us.
After the baccalaureate,which I hope we all pass it with good grades,a new stage will begin,but it won't be nothing at all like this one.We won't gonna get so much affection and friendship like until now.We will start seeing life at it is.
I regret only that some of us won't be seeing again because life is leading us to separate ways from now on.I also regret that I didn't show you all how I feel about you until now.You always thought that I was indifferent,but it's not like this.But when you lose something,you love that something even more.
Believe me or not,you guys were my family!(with the whole divorces and make up stuff).I'll be missing you,crazy!Good luck!"
After I finished reading it,I went back to them and they were all crying and we all hugged,making a big circle,and cried all together.Time passed too quickly!!!I want it back!!!
Check out the new Linkin Park video of New Divide.It's awesome.Great job Mr.Hahn!Great as always!I gotta see the movie!
"The first day our mommies took us by our little hands and took us to school,we woke up in a closed and randy space,as we called it:the jungle.We felt insecure,we yearned after our mommy's protection,but with time we got used to it.We learned to pass on our knowledge to our brothers and sisters.Now,we cannot longer picture our life without this "jungle".How will it be when we'll wake up knowing we won't see those familiar faces anymore?How will it be when no one is going to listen us for 2?But when we'll stay home on 15th of September?
All our teachers tried to pass us on some values and life lessons.But I think the most important lesson is that nothing is easily gained in life.
We couldn't know then,that the school is just the nature reserve that was preparing us for the real jungle.
For 4 years,our main teacher tried to pass us on at least a small part of her passion for France and French,while in the classroom deeper friendships were binding.Some friendships are for ever.We first wanted that everything was over,and now,as it were 4 days since we got here,it's over.And strangely,we aren't happy.Some will realize what highschool meant for them only in September.Some have grown up more,some just a little.What's real is that school is letting us go and can only hope that we will be able to face all that life has in store for us.
After the baccalaureate,which I hope we all pass it with good grades,a new stage will begin,but it won't be nothing at all like this one.We won't gonna get so much affection and friendship like until now.We will start seeing life at it is.
I regret only that some of us won't be seeing again because life is leading us to separate ways from now on.I also regret that I didn't show you all how I feel about you until now.You always thought that I was indifferent,but it's not like this.But when you lose something,you love that something even more.
Believe me or not,you guys were my family!(with the whole divorces and make up stuff).I'll be missing you,crazy!Good luck!"
After I finished reading it,I went back to them and they were all crying and we all hugged,making a big circle,and cried all together.Time passed too quickly!!!I want it back!!!
Check out the new Linkin Park video of New Divide.It's awesome.Great job Mr.Hahn!Great as always!I gotta see the movie!
Sunday, June 7, 2009
I NEVER give in or give up!Nothing defeats me!I'm stronger than "you"(NB:the "you" pronoun always has a general value) think I am!I always get back up after you "slapped" me,and slap you back!Nothing and nobody will ever manage to make me feel down or will debase me!And be sure to remember this well!Not in the mood to repeat it again.Remember that I never forget,and when you least expect it,the sky will fall on you.In the end you'll be the one to crawl back,not me.Just so you know.--still extremely busy,but somewhere in between something or someone,or just life,manages to anger me--.Till next time,so long!...numb...
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