Saturday, January 28, 2012

Maybe one day you'll realize what was that you did wrong, or better yet, what was wrong with the way you thought about certain things. Maybe one day I will too.

Scumbag exams!-_-
Who the fuck needs epistemology anyway?! We all know that absolute knowledge can't be reached.
I love my guitar. I've said it a thousand times, but I do. I really do! I'm so glad I've decided to do it, at last! I'm trying to give my guitar a name, but I can't decide...I just wished I had more time to practice in order to learn all those chords. I can already imagine myself play some Opeth songs!* * Actually I wish I had more time to do all the stuff I want to do. Ha, I never thought I will end up saying this, but days go by way too fast.
Well, back to work...

Thursday, January 12, 2012

I don't know what the hell am I thinking?! I'm doing everything unconscious. But no way in hell I will allow myself go through another "doomed" situation like the previous one, Again. Heart! Suck it up! This time things are not going to go your way. Sorry. It's too late for you.
My fingers hurt like hell from the guitar picking (-__-) buuut, oh well, I saw that coming... If only the chords would come out fine. My guitar teacher is kinda young, so the jokes he's making are not helping me learn playing the guitar. Besides that, he fell in love with my guitar (-_-)! It's like throwing it into my face that my baby guitar sings heavenly in his hands, and well not awfully but plain into mine. I shall conquer those strings even if it's the last thing I do!-_-
Between my exams, the gym and the guitar lessons I barely have time to breathe! But I know everything will pay off in the end.
Keep believin', my damneds...

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

<3 80="" back="" br="" fuck="" i="" s="" the="" want="">Here's a fragment from the movie "Finding Neverland" starring J.Depp and K.Winslet, that made me weep like I haven't in a while:
"- You know fairies, Peter?
- Yes. But they're nearly all dead now.
- You see, Wendy, when the first baby laughed for the first time, the laugh broke into a thousand pieces and they all went skipping about and that was the beginning of fairies. And now when every new baby is born, its first laugh becomes a fairy. So there ought to be one fairy for every boy and girl.
- Ought to be? Isn't there?
- Oh, no. Children know such a lot now. Soon, they don't believe in fairies. And every time a child says, "I don't believe in fairies," there's a fairy somewhere that falls down dead.
[...]
- But why did she have to die?
- I don't know, boy. She went to Neverland. And you can visit her any time you like if you just go there yourself.
- How?
- By believing, Peter. Just believe.
- I can see her."
Wonderful movie. I recommend it to anyone. It reminded me a bit of "What dreams may come" starring Robin Williams, a movie that I also recommend with all my heart.