”To be saved. What a thought, what a lovely, extravagant, and impossible thought...How nice to have found the one mortal woman in all the world who would seriously think of such a thing.”(A.R.-B.T)

Stupidity, foolishness is at times so great it precedes the last stupidity you had ever done. And just as hard as you try to avoid doing it, it haunts you till you have no escape whatsoever. Oh, well, now deal with it! You stupid, stupid, stupid thing! When will I learn? Extremely good question. And most unfortunately without an answer. Speaking of questions...there is one in particular that I have always had difficulties in answering...and I always thought, or at least hoped (damn you to hell! as you are nothing but a temptation towards earthly stupidity as well!), that the answer to it will, with the passing of time, turn into a definitely ”yes”, just to find out it turns into a damned, fucked up ”NO!”. Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! With the hope of a small amount of wisdom from now on, till next time...

Maybe it wasn't a dream after all, only a memory. Maybe it wasn't a memory, but only a dream.