I've been over my head with things this month,and when I got a moment of quietude I preferred not to spend it writing here.The big news are that I finished this year's exams, all with the best results, I just found out that my aunt gave birth to a baby girl,and I'm really excited about that and can't wait to play with her:D, the Erasmus thing is going good so far and it got me stressed to the limit:|.What else?!...I'm starting the practice next week and I have one more month to go till holiday (although I don't know if I can't call it holiday cause there's tons of paper to do till departure).Things are going better than I expected so far.I'm trying to be as optimistic as I can and try to focus on things that really matter now.Only God knows, I have never ever foreseen that I would get here.Things have evolved far more than I ever considered, and mostly based on small but spontaneous decisions.If someone told me I would get here, even a year ago,I would have tagged him/her as insane for sure.I don't know, I think I just want to change something,to do a change in my life that I,for so long,craved for.Hopefully it was a good decision,although I like to think it as right because any decision I would have taken that would have brought a change to the natural/normal course of things around here,would have been right. Although this is not the decision I thought I would take,and probably never would have if I wasn't forced by the circumstances,everything is going by the plan,to say so.There lies greater,far more greater,things that follow this change and the whole ongoing of this ordinary life.This is for me just a step forward to the original plan.Hopefully it will turn out how I want to,if I play my cards right.
I go by the motto that if you want something,if you want a change,then go and do it,don't just expect to fall from the sky.Destiny is in our hands,and it's up to you how it will turn out.And I can't say I wouldn't change anything that I have done so far,because there's a tone of things I would change,but all were the right decisions considering the circumstances.
Till next time,darlings...take care.

Well,few posts lately.Mmh,I can't say I'm doing it on purpose.News...
Not really something that I might consider a great news,that's worth even mentioned.I only hope everything will be over soon,on every life plan possible.Exams are beginning,and I need big grades no matter where I will be next year,so...it's mostly an exhausting time,but I'm anxious to begin so that I'll finish faster.I'm trying as much as possible to concentrate on everything that has no importance,and not to day dream about what I might not even really want.It's all this agitation around me that is making me nervous.
I got again to the point when I'm in a deep confusion regarding more than one thing.
Still,my decision remains the same:I'm going further no matter what,or no matter how tired I am.Or if not I'm moving on no matter the circumstances or consequences.I'm not the type of person that backs off from something,and especially not that easily.I'm a convinced adept of Perseverance.
At some point or another one should take a decision,even if it will hurt,or provoke unspeakable happiness,or just because of selfishness,something it has to be done.Why kidding ourselves for nothing?!
PS:Still,we have only ourselves,and no one else than us.Remember that always,especially when you think you found another belief/solution/way out of this awful truth.It's only the naked truth.Believe it.
Reality has nothing to do with dreams.Even if we fool ourselves into believing that.
Yeah,I know,it's way too sincere,or straight to the object,but it will only be better for anyone that has this things cleared.It's not pessimism at all.
Till next time,take care damneds,cause I will do my best...