How nice it feels to find yourself again for a few minutes,to offer to yourself a moment of peace..I laughed,I cried,I felt like everything is how is suppose to be,I felt scared,all in just some pages..I know he's not that appreciated because he's the bad guy...but I don't see him like a bad guy,on contrary I think he's maybe the most honest of all,he's the one with the deepest feelings,and he's sure the only one that knows exactly what he wants...I can't describe in simple words,words with no meaning,what I am feeling when I read what he's thinking..he resembles so much with me,that sometimes this managed to scare me a little;everything I'm not able to say,to express,he manages to do all this for me..I get absorbed completely with his every sentence,his every word...every question he asks to himself,also makes me wonder more and more about all this,maybe for some,simple things...I just can't manage to explain the kind of connection between us...Sometimes,maybe humanity,makes me stop at some point.But I will try to get past this line,and I'll become more and more like him.I can feel his influence on me,I felt it from the start,and I like it...for sure...