I am invaded by thoughts and dreams...Time proved me again that I was wrong..it seems that today's morning is so far away in the past..i wonder why the moments of happiness always last so little time..this is a prove of my changing personality..almost immediately after I found out something that made my heart tremble,something clicked in my brain..reality...i can't afford to dream again,or else reality will very soon wake me and I will end up hurt again...i wish that my brain will take full control,maybe that way I will be cold as ice to this kind of events...now,like always,I'm waiting...something will slap me again,but I'm still waiting,still hoping...even though I am very conscious that nothing will turn up the way I dream to...

I have to stop dreaming and come back to Earth...