Today i woke up with hope,i don't really know why.well,over the day i had various feelings.i even found out that i have some little heart problems,literally,but that didn't managed to make me sad.
even now i feel how my heart ackes,but i don't want to tell my family.i don't want them to get worried.somehow,i'm afraid that they will ignore me like always,cuz i told my mother last summer that sometimes it hurts,and she didn't even asked me something or looked at me...
my sister told me last night like a joke that i only have 3 months of life,but i somehow stood a while,thinking about that...it didn't really seemed to be a joke to me..i mean "what if?"
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