Monday, March 9, 2009

Posted at 03:00 PM on November 17, 2008

I've been thinking of everything
I used to want to be
I'm in the middle of nothing
And it's where I want to be
....
This is the story of my life

I don't know why i have always had the feeling of being lonely...maybe because i have always been..
ever since i was little i started to shut myself down,and started to lie just to make people happy...i once wanted to be happy and surrounded by people who can love and understand me..is that such a bad feeling?!
anyway,i don't think,actually i'm sure i have never had someone near me that i could tell everything,what i was thinking,feeling...i tried so many times to do so,but immediately i had to withdraw my words so that they don't start thinking i'm strange...
i feel like the world is crashing over me...jeez i'm only a human being...i have feelings even if i deny them...

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