Things are getting tougher and tougher...Who should understand?Everything seems bigger and smaller at the same time now...You discover when you least expect to,or from whom you least expected,what people really think about u...In moments like this truth often is revealed..Every hour,every minute,every second seem to fade away..Even if in general time seems to be running from us,in moments like this you have the impression it stops...I don't know how much patience I will have the next time,or if I will able to control myself...I kinda remained surprised of how I reacted even then,and maybe I'm proud of myself...Although maybe it had been better to express my feelings...then it will have been bad for her,she would have had the bad luck to see another face of myself,one that I've rarely shown...I think that I would have definitely hited her..Maybe this is a prove that I've learned how to control my behavior better,and I got more mature...When I close my eyes I picture myself pulling her hair out and then I smile...hmm