My b'day has passed and like always it sucked.Some things made me wonder why I wanted to be friends with some people in the first place.Better that I realized this now,than later.I said that it's going to be a hell of a week,well,it was a week from hell.I always tried my best so that everything could be right,there is nothing more I can do.It's just me left.I'm not everyone's fool,and never will be,and that be clear.I will do everything I can in order to get to the University,and get a scholarship to go no matter where,but somewhere far,abroad,alone.Even though happened what happened,I know I'm strong enough to hang on and to not ever give up.And all this will only make me stronger,indifferent and careless,and not weak,at everyone's feet...always better alone...I have a soul,you know,even though I wish I didn't...Miss you solitude...
NB:The new LP song came out,the only good thing from this week.It's awesome.Great lyrics.Waiting for the video,and for Dead by sunrise's album.This kind of stuff makes me be more positive and more ambitious.^^However I've been listening a lot of Placebo lately(especially the sad songs,the ballads are amazing;I recommend them to anyone-like:In the cold light of morning,follow the cops,broken promise,protege moi,without you I'm nothing,je t'aime moi non plus,the crawl,ask for answer or centrefolds)...I'm gonna go have some rest cause my head hurts after crying.