So what if I'm a VIRGIN??I'm proud of this,it makes me pure.It's a fashion to be a big whore now,and to have a big list of names,but I don't plan on making a fool of myself.I know I'm impulsive and daring,but when it comes to this things,I'm rather shy.And if I truly love someone,I'll give away my soul.I'm just not like this.To cheat or date one guy after another.To me,love is saint.It's not something I try to find in every guy I meet,I'll feel it at the right time.I always feel something with all my senses,and I'm rather falling in a dream from which I don't wanna wake up.It hurts,but I rather feel the pain,than nothing.I know I don't have experience and I'm rather innocent when it comes to this,but I like living in an medieval world,when everything was based on romanticism(a rose,a hug it's more than enough).I'm not materialistic.I'm too romantic and day dreaming sometimes,but I can help it.It's good that I manage to hide that well,because it will make me look weak.An "I love you" it's so hard to be said to me,but once I'll say it I know I will lose myself completely in that love.I've never been in love before.I haven't found someone with who I wanna lose together.At least not someone that will feel the same.I don't know why I started thinking about this in the first place...I think it's time for the melancholic part of the month-beahhh
"I'm strong on the surface,not all the way through..."