I realized these days how much I miss sending letters.Yeah,the old letters with all the proper formulas like "dear/beloved" and "truly yours".Mobile phones and the Internet stop us from doing these things anymore.That's why everything is more shallow,deceiving and less affectionate now.This is one thing I don't like about technology;even though to some it gives the opportunity of being whoever they want to.I don't appeal to this kind of opportunities because it will mean a denial of myself.Letters are more profound,more personal.A letter doesn't give you the chance to make mistakes,because you cannot delete what you wrote.Maybe I should try this sometimes.Writing without deleting at all.I have tons of letters at home.They are a personal treasure.Letters are memories.Priceless memories.
--I will put down on writing some of my thoughts regarding college in a little while;I first wanna do some observing.Recently I had the feeling that nothing is mine anymore...nothing is only mine anymore.I feel like my ideas are constantly being stolen,that I AM being stolen.I can't think at something else except not expressing my ideas in front of such people,and consciously hiding...Ahh,I hate words sometimes.They don't help me at all.It's rather a torture when you can't find the right words or synonyms.--