"What's wrong...?...Just a moment ago,you've said you wanted to be next to me...and yet,you're the one pulling away...?
That's because...a wish as cruel as mine couldn't possibly be forgiven or granted.
I can't do that.I can't possibly...let go of you...If the only option I had was to lose you,then I...I would prefer death instead...could you please kill me then,by your own hands?
You can't be speaking seriously...
You really...don't realize,do you?...You know...I receive with complete delight absolutely anything that is given to me by you.Even if it was a cruel demand,simply pain,or even the blade to take my life,I would welcome it,coming from you...you are the only one who brings color into the dull grey of ashes that my heart is...My hands are...far more tainted than you imagine...could you stand the idea of living every day being touched by someone as tainted as me...?
You...Even if you are tainted...I don't mind!...what horrible things did you have to endure all alone for so long,to feel this way...?...Please taint me too..."
"Everything...shatters to pieces and crumbles away...slipping between my fingertips...and when I noticed...I was completely alone..... ............"