God,I haven't felt this well in such a long time.I really feel it's that time when I can move on,close one chapter of my life,and start a new one.And honestly no matter what happens,or where,future do sound good.The idea of actually remaining here it excites me like never before.At least for the near future.I feel I belong here,at last.But it's not only that.Maybe the brain finally agreed with the heart and decided it's a new age,at it should have long ago.I can actually lack some feelings that really bugged me for awhile.But not anymore.I'm totally Immune.And it feels better than anyone would expect.Awesome!!!At last!!!How I would characterize the lasts "weaknesses"?Just like that.Some small weaknesses that I gave more importance than they actually had.That's one thing I absolutely love about me.I recover from anything much more than fast.Now I have to completely lose some habits that have become mostly a routine,than an interest,and it's all done.I actually noticed a very low interest,compared to other times.And I couldn't be more glad about that.After all,I think both mind and heart agreed that I was only relating to that something,maybe because of a personal need,or a stupid bad influence.But not anymore.I don't need that,never did,and I can go back to my old beliefs.I don't even know what was will all that madness?!That wasn't even me.What a stupidity that lasted more than enough.
Now,today starts a new fresh beginning!
Indeed,I only have myself!
PS:I saw something that really made me glad,although I would prefer not to ever happen.
Till next time,damneds,take my word,you only have yourselves.Don't fool yourselves for nothing,believing anything else than this.
"I don't believe in anything,and that makes me stronger than you think."