feeling numb,lifeless,cold...lost in nothing,empty...

Lately I got more and more distant with everyone.I'm trying to let go of people little by little.If we become more distant,we don't talk that much,the moment of separation maybe will be less painful,at least for them.Guess this "letting go" isn't that hard for me,at least not for now.Right now I don't trust nobody hard enough to even say little things that are in my head.Little by little everything is turning back to me,like I'm collecting every piece of me given away,and I'm becoming just one person.After all,myself is all I have,on long term..everything and everyone changes at some point...better now...I know the others must feel the slow distance that comes between us,but it's for the best..it will be easier later..It's not the first time when I'm getting thru this,and I've learned my lesson in the past,when I was so weak when it came to separations.I don't wanna feel lost and cry again,so all this is for the best...gotta be for the best...sorry guys...time will learn you to forget...to forget me...