Posted at 02:34 PM on November 23, 2008

I had a dream last night.You came to me..I asked 'Why do we have to get through pain,to experience the joy?'

He answers:
'Only in silence will you find,
How love is so much better,
Than WORDS can not describe'.

If it's so, I now ask what is love,when all you have ever felt is pain?What am I missing not knowing true shared love..

Actually I think i know how does it feel to love,because i once knew someone that seemed to get me,but to feel it on my own skin and to share it?!never.yeah,okay i am a little bit evil,bitch sometimes,but i can't help it because it makes me feel so good.but once you get to really know me u will see ...

Sometimes i wonder...everyone is telling me that i'm better off,that love sucks..well,what they don't know,is that when they were telling me that,my thoughts flew right away to u.So the questions are:if love sucks,then why everyone wants to experience the feeling of love?why are they in love?why do butterflies fly in my body?why there is Nirvana in my head?