Not one day passes by without hearing at least one lie...There's so much falsity around me it makes me sick.Yesterday I blasted my music loud and spoke to nobody but my sister;I was afraid I will puke if I hear one more lie again...Can't believe this people.Like they would gain something from all this...oh,well maybe they have gained something:my despise...
One more week until the arrival of my mother,one week until I'll be home alone for 3 days(I'm counting the days till then,I need that time);one week till I have to go to my grandparents...I hope I'll have the opportunity to spend a little time outside,alone,just looking at stars,since it's a little warmer outside(hope it won't rain).It will be funny seeing my mom for Easter at home,after 6 years,and it will be nice to be all together...my dad said that I will stay only with my mom and I won't go visit him,and tonight told me he misses us...while he was saying that I missed him too,and I hope he won't ruin us the Easter by getting drunk again;after all he has done to us,I still care for him,he somehow manages to get my forgiveness, although so many times I cried because of him,when he kicked us out,and said I'm not his daughter,or even that I'm a mistake,but I want to give him a chance,after chance;he's my dad after all,part of me...
I can't wait to go to Greece with my classmates for 3 days...it will be a nice memory,and maybe it will bring us together,even if we only have only 2 months when we will see each other...funny,how time manages to make us forget.I know for sure that soon we won't remember of all this,but after all the happy,crazy,sad moments,high school was an important part of my life,and it will always be...
I was right when I said that friends feel the distance...A friend asked me what's wrong with me,why don't I speak with her anymore like before...It's better this way;in 2 months you will leave for good,and it's not the same when we talk on phone;and as I got to know you by now,I know you will soon be friend with others,and my memory will fade away soon...I will never forget you,and I accept this situation;it's just how it is...




These are two pictures I took this afternoon of the tree in front of my house,and one of his flowers...since I missed snow so much,these flowers can be considered as pink snowflakes,only they even smell wonderful and they have a longer life...I just adore spring...the fresh air,perfumed with an heavenly smell,everything comes to live again,and all the flowers,the weather that embraces us to go out and be her friend...amazing...