Question:All we live/know/see it's real or it's created by our minds so that we believe it's real?
I think that what I remember or think it's real but maybe my mind has created some convenient memories to protect me;maybe I've created my own scene play,unconsciously.You know when you don't remember exactly what something happened in the past,and if someone is remembering you,you have the impression deep down that it's not the whole truth,or that it doesn't sound familiar.Like you had an amnesia.Our mind is denying the memories that affect us,especially when we are children.You may think you're innocent when someone suddenly accuses you.On spot you deny everything very sure of yourself,but then later,when you're alone you're not so sure anymore.Doesn't this mean something?Can we really know for sure that what we're saying,our words are really ours?Maybe someone told you those words,but you take them as your own.We sustain continuously that what we're saying it's true but then again later on we aren't that sure anymore.Our feelings,our opinions are the result of someone's or something's intervention,like we're being manipulated.And then again there are so many secrets everywhere;I continuously have the impression that everyone is hiding something/avoiding to tell some things.That's why I fell I can't completely trust someone.And I'm sure that this is real.Maybe it's the only thing of which I am sure it's real.Even inwards of the most sacred aggregation are dark secrets.You can tell that by only paying a little attention on what is happening around us.The institutions with superior powers got there by hiding something dark.Everyone and everything it's part of a big conspiracy.Every story has a mark of truth.Maybe big personalities like DaVinci,Einstein,Kennedy were about to discover the truth that THEY are hiding;or maybe they were with THEM.I can't live happily,without knowing.I'm too curious for that.I always had the strong feeling that this curiosity is going to kill me one day(it's like a premonition).I just can't stay still and be happy with what I know.I wanna know more and more.Even if that will kill me.