...the winter sings:"Your love will be the death of me"...
Oh,my dear diary...
...I already said too many things I didn't meant to and without thinking them through.
-These days it seems that my life is ruled over by confusion.This state of complete confusions is everywhere around me for some time now,that I think it will finally gonna get me too.I have no idea why people must be so indecisive.Decide before you realize it's too late.Just follow your instinct.It always has the best intuition.
-A good meditative weather.I'm tortured by the simple fact of not knowing.I want to know what's wrong,what's working alright,what's in that mind.I care.I want to be the one you trust and tell anything..."What are you...thinking about right now?"
-Sometimes my problem is that I put too much heart.But I'm not sorry.Even if I suffer.I want to know how everything feels like.At least of that I am not afraid.I don't think of the price.And I'll be fine.Me not being fine is nobody's problem.Let me take care of that.
-I've been invited to go in November at the b'day party in Bucharest,to one of the band members but I don't know what to do.On one side I want to go more than ever because maybe this is the small change I need,the breath of fresh air,but on the other side different circumstances don't allow me to.
-I think I'm gonna end up uploading the whole chapter 52 from Vampire Knight(actually starting with chap.49 more or less and continuing).But I'm in love with that chapter.I could read it continuously.
-I've been watching the new 'Vampire diaries' series and so far it's fun to watch,although it doesn't bring anything new;it's a lot Twilightish type.At least not everyone has really heard of this series yet.It bugs me when people make a big fuss of something.I liked what the bad guy a.k.a Damon said while he was reading 'Twilight':"I miss Anne Rice. She was so on it."I agree.
-I just saw a Swedish movie called "Let the right one in"("Låt den rätte komma in").Great movie!It has everything from an atypical vampires story,pre-teenagers stories,responsibility,good-evil,reality-fantasy,cause-effect,life-death;still it's not a vampire story(it has the same old clichés but very good represented-the sun issue and the the invitation inside were amazing),but rather a tight friendship which ties two kids with different stories that made both of them solitary.The sad part comes with the choice.I thought it was really original,very realistic in a very odd manner and full of symbols(maturity,the knife as a defense instrument and as the symbol of connection between the two,the 12 years old girl now sweet and innocent and later a ferocious beast,and in a way a hero,the unanswered questions,the Morse code,the mysterious image of the old Eli).I could go on and on.It compresses too much to speak just in two lines.Definitely something new.And awesome interpretation from the kids.A movie with a very deep signification.
Armand: "If I'm an angel, paint me with black wings."

"Set me as a seal upon thine heart,
as a seal upon thine arm,
for love is strong as death
jealousy is cruel as the grave.
The coals thereof
are coals of fire,
which hath a most vehement flame."