I wonder if some casual re-findings with people from the past,that used to be more or less important in my life,are really casual,by chance,if it's an opportunity or life is just surprising me by putting in front of my eyes something that supposed to be obvious?!...I can't seem to get over the fact that maybe those persons didn't just reappeared in my life just like this,after all this time.It just doesn't make sense.But,yet again,when does life make any sense?!
I don't get it.Why in the world,when I have a good mood,someone must ruin it to me???Fuck!
I think two of my colleagues got the wrong idea about me.Man,when I'm in the mood of being sociable,I just am.But it doesn't mean anything more than that.Now I can't get those off my back.I don't want anything of this genre now and I don't need it.And especially not with one of them.Not in a million years.It's suffocating.Well,now it's time for the mean part to get to the surface.Gosh,this made me realize something I must absolutely fix.I now apologize to all the people I suffocated in a way or another.I'm extremely sorry.It won't happen again.I just didn't see the line.You just can't see it sometimes.I guess it was just one bad way of showing that I care.It's something I got from my mom over which I had no control.I have no excuse.I'll try to abstain.I'm already trying.It's very hard.
Personal recommends :"The Devil's Dictionary".It's hilarious.It's mean, sarcastic, ironical,but the author is mainly telling the truth,if you come to think about it(sadly and honestly).I haven't read something that funny for some time.Great job to Ambrose Bierce!I'll be even more careful with the words I use now.Who knew I'll actually like reading a dictionary?! Amazing!