The other day I was involved in a car accident.In some kind of miracle I got out only with a little back pain,even if it hit us right where I was standing.Since then I couldn't stop thinking about it.It was so fast.Maybe I might not saw the sunset,the stars again.But maybe it was a sign.Today I was close of being in the middle of another one.And I keep having a bad feeling and a wrench.This was never a good sign.
After I made myself pass through death facing experiences,I don't want others.And when I think for what I'm doing this,now after those reactions,I can't believe what a stupidity we're gonna do.At least a cause to worth it.I could avoid it.But...it got me thinking...what if I don't want to?...It would have the perfect motivation...It's almost Xmas.I don't want to turn to black Xmas,all the child left in me.
I'll try to keep my mind of this events and hope for the best.Mercy be with us.