Ok,so just 3 more exams,not that I really care at this point.I'm beginning the lacto-vegetarian life style on 1st of February.Hopefully it will be a long term program.I've been thinking about it for quite some years and it's one of my biggest wishes this year;I don't think I realize the many things I have to give up to but I'll stick to it the best I can,no matter what the others still eat.The only thing that will probably be hard to do is not kill the filthy bugs anymore.
Maybe it's finally the time to make those changes I crave to do,but ignored so far.I deserve it!
It's quite funny how when you finally get used to solitude,with the tomb silence,something interferes to change all that.Oh,well...
"...you will go through rapid cycles of cruelty and kindness,insight and maniacal blindness.You'll probably go mad.Then you'll be sane again.Then you may forget who you are."

PS:I think the new HIM album is the most commercial so far,aspect that I don't really like,but at the same time one of the hardest to understand,lyrically speaking.Ville sure is the king of hidden meanings.I hope one day I'll be half as wise as he is,as read as him;it's "razorblade" sorrowful to understand it at that high level and be unable to do anything to prevent it...But to what the fuck page 43 refers to??!!New testament??!!There are so many references to Latin or Greek or whatever books,and legends,stories,the deep significance they hold within,that it takes forever to decode all that he means to say.I love that!!!* *!My model and point of reference FOREVERMORE!I'm still shocked how those people didn't hear about them;I mean how the fuck?!
"I'm your Christ to die on you/This world's not for us and you know it as well as I do.":D