Wish...
"Peace, the certainty of the sublime, the irresistible joy of faith, the cessation of all pain, the profound abolition of the meaninglessness."(B.C.-A.R.)
Lately I've been creating a phantom-like presence following me,especially in the Solitude.I didn't made it on purpose,but it's somewhere in my subconscious.You know,there are those moments when you wish and crave for something/someone so deeply that if you close the eyes for a few seconds,seconds that may easily overcome a eternity without,you can feel,how it would feel in a hypothetical situation.I guess the brain doesn't make the difference between reality,or even more "impossible reality", and dreams.I do adore those moments,although it's just a greater disappointment.But though I am a lot of a day dreaming,I do stay anchored in reality,so it's just a matter of seconds...I can't grant to myself more than seconds,cause it's unearthly.
Oh God,Oh God...!
Can...would...should...will...
"I felt a burn of life through the hard coldness of myself.I felt a raging flame that caught every particle of me.I felt a pain in my heart.I might have laid my finger on my chest in the very place."(M.D.-A.R.)