I fear so much that I'll have to make a choice that I don't want to do.If I'm made to do that,I might decide to choose neither,so please avoid that.I just don't want to accept that it's just have to go like this.Why does it have to be like this?If people were more decisive regarding what they want and prevent losing the person they want,just do and say what they want,it will all be easier.But why on Earth,who should say something at the right time,suddenly wakes up when it's too late or when they just hurt the persons they "supposedly want more",than they can possibly know by making them choose.Just be decisive and fight for what you want.You won't get a second chance.And please don't force me God into making such a decision,or please avoid me to be put into such a situation.It's the last thing I need right now or ever.
Please,please think better at what you really want and let me know.
I don't understand why some people are so possessive.I can't divide myself into more pieces and make everyone feel like they want to.It's not easy to see this kind of behavior,and to fail into trying to get people understand one with another.Every person has a well delimitation space inside myself,and there's enough room for everyone.I'm not some kind of marionette with which each one can play as the wish.
I'm not sure I want to go through with this,cause I fear that when I will feel that maybe I've moved on then I will be forced to make a choice that I don't want to make,and later regret it.Oh,God if only people could be as sure as me of what they want!


Ok,here's a drawing that made quite a sensation lately:)).Geanyx everywhere:))
And my girls,without one:X:X