I think I have sort of found my alternative strength I was looking for...at least for now.And when or where I wasn't looking,or expecting.Well,it's rather something else than strength,and it's kinda drawn from someone else,not my own,but it's okay like this,now.Hmm,this always,but always,happens.I wonder why?!But then again,I have too many questions and wonder too many things,that could never,also have an answer.
This are some very odd times.Maybe there is a reason for why some things are revealed at a specific date,in a specific moment.Or it's just "so called fate" messing around?!
What's with this strange desire of writing?!And there are still so many things I feel I want to express.Hey you,"strange desire"!Yeah,you!Calm yourself down!
One week of exams and over.I don't want to see any books till summer.Oh,actually no.I do want to see books till summer,just not that kind of books.
I should probably head to a heart medical control,this is getting serious.All the double seeing,dizzy,heart beating heard from all around and in the whole body,lack of understanding what happens around me for a few seconds,and shaking.Hmm,not now.Maybe I won't die before I actually take the control.It's kinda good to be able to laugh of yourself in serious matters.Oh,well,when my time will come I would die even because of a stupidity,so...to hell with this now.I can't wait to go to the countryside.Yupi.I miss all so much:D.
Still fighting.Never stopped.Never will.No matter what.Times like the recent ones will pass,time passes,and I will still be fighting.There will always be reasons for it.