Ok,someone wants a soul?Here,take it I don't need it anymore.Anyway I never wanted it,so go ahead.
I just HATE it when I don't know which way I'm going,what the future looks like.Actually I would be curious to know if I there is a future,or how "long" is this future.My guess is,not very long.Mmm,strange to some but I think the end is rather comforting,and probably even if I fear it as anyone would,I embrace it.I'm heading to some of my old habits of sensing life...
I need some certainty,in no matter what...just some certainty...hmm,maybe that Pareto asshole is right regarding some things.
What is all this??!!For sure I am...
Oh,well in these moments I guess I have a darker vision over life than usual.Too much time for thinking may be the problem...
Hmm,this is getting stranger and stranger every minute.Is it possible that...?!
Don't try to understand.
Here's a quote for madness.Darling,you always understood me.I need you now.Thank you.
"But did you embrace it? Did you understand it? Did you believe it?
Mon Dieu! You make me miserable! You really do, I want you to know that. Much as I love you, much as I need you, much as I can't exist without you, you make me miserable!Go ahead,spit on me. Revile me. I dare you.What do I care?
No. I don't want you to do all that. Don't do that.
DON'T DO IT!"(B.C.-A.R.)
Love: Evergrey-Different worlds.