I'm writing now because I feel the need to talk with someone,and with the people around me I just...can't.
It's not like it's not an understood feeling but I don't want to share with someone that will just throw it's opinion in there.God,I hope,I beg,I pray make all this sorrow,expectations worth all the trouble.Please...
This longing is just killing me...I feel it burn every cell in me...And it's not that what frightens me...I'm afraid this will never stop,that will just continue forever and for what?!...For nothing?!...God,make this not be for nothing.I need it too much,and I like to think it that I'm not the only one that need it...
It doesn't matter anything else now.Actually for quite a while nothing else matters...That's probably the reason why I haven't written anything in the last months.Because I made a promise not to write if this is what I want to write about.But I needed so much to "say" something.
Please...please...