I figured out something yesterday. It made sense as a certain phrase we were talking about at a class a while ago came back to me. Don't ask me how exactly from 30 hours of debate this particular subject came back to me. Human brain is a mystery.
Anyhow, I figured out something about myself I always wondered about. It makes so much sense it's absurd. Yet is sick. It has much to do with Freud's totem hypothesis and the fact that we identify with our parental figures when we're just babies and that depending on this we later define our genre traits. Related to this I added here the absence of one of the parents or my case, both parents, most of the time. I'm not gonna expose the entire and direct theory here cause some things is better to keep it for yourself.
Nevertheless that is why I always tend to search for similarities and why I have the tendency to offer protection instead of requiring it, because I lacked it and in time I developed this instinct of self-conservancy.

How about a little survey?! I haven't did this kind of shitty things in a while. So here goes nothing. :))
1. Are you single?
Yeah.
2. Are you happy?
I guess. I don't wanna reopen my whole ”happiness” polemic I did some time ago. It's somewhere around here, in one of the posts. Although I must say it has a greater resonance this question said by Chester Bennington in ”The down syndrome” song from his past band Grey Daze.
3. Are you bored?
Now, not really, because I have to study at Statictics, so...
4. Are you naked?
On this freazin' cold?! Are you mad?!
5. Are you a blonde?
No.
6. Are you moody?
Have you ever been a woman?! Women are moody by nature :D.
7. Are you a lover/hater?
Right now I'm more of a lover than hater, but who knows what will happen tomorrow...

TEN FACTS

1. Name: Geanina.
2. Any birth marks: No, except I have a tons of moles, which I love.
3. Hair color: Brown.
4. Natural hair color: Brown.
5. Eye color: Blueish-green.
6. Mood: Sleepy and sick.
7. Favorite color: I don't know. It changes by seasons. I guess red at the time.
8. One place you want to visit: Omg, there are at least two: Finland (Maybe a Turku concert) and Japan (Tokyo).

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
That's a tough one. I do believe in a more like physical attraction, but not love. Love is built in time.
2. Do you believe in soul mates?
Sometimes yes, sometimes no. :D
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally?
Yeah, who hasn't?! It's a kind of unwritten rule.
5. Have you ever broke someone’s heart?
I don't think so.
6. Ever had your heart broken?
This is the same question as before. But if you put it like that, my heart is pretty much a whole, not broken, so...
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
Well, it can happen to anyone. Even with my so called ”courage” I get spooked sometimes.
8. Are you afraid of commitment?
Lets just say that I have had in my life only bad examples of couples, so I'm not exactly a ”love” friendly.
9. Who was the last person you hugged?
I think it was my sister. It's not that pathetic as it sounds. :D
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to?
To a friend back home.

TEN THIS OR THAT

1. Love or lust?
Love. Although I guess it's quite impossible to have one without the other. And I like more the word 'lust' than 'love'. 'Love' is overused.
3. Cats or dogs?
Dogs.
4. A few best friends or many regular friends?
A few best friends.
5. Television or internet?
Internet.
6.Chinese or Indian?
None :D. I'm a vegetarian since recently (1 year) so that kinda narrows down my options.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in?
Definitely romantic night in. I'm a romantic without cure.
8. Money or Happiness?
Happiness.
9. Night or day?
Night. Everything is more beautiful at night.
10. MSN or phone?
I guess none, really.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out?
Yeah, a few times.
2. Been skinny dipping?
No, I have a water apathy.
3. Bungee jumped?
No, but it's one of the things on my do-list.
4. Finished an entire jaw breaker?
No.
5. Lied to someone you liked?
Yeah, I guess I did. Bad girl. :D
6. Wanted an ex boyfriend/girlfriend back?
No.
8. Cried yourself to sleep?
Probably, only I was still awake when I stopped crying. How the hell can you even fall to sleep if you're still crying?!
9. Cried because you lost a pet?
Yeah. Everytime one of my dogs died.
10. Wanted to disappear?
More likely to be invisible. Or a fly.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes?
Eyes.
2. Light or dark hair?
It doesn't matter even if in theory I like blonds or light browns like me (there's a whole story behind that) :D.
3. Hugs or kisses?
Hugs, I guess.
4. Shorter or taller?
At least my height.
5. Intelligence or attraction?
Intelligence.
6. Romantic or spontaneous?
Both.
7. Funny or serious?
Depends on the situation, but I can be quite a ”clown” sometimes, so I guess serious.
8. Older or younger?
At least same age.
9. Outgoing or quiet?
I think quiet.
10. Sweet or bad ass?
At the middle.

WOULD YOU RATHER

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
Tongue.
2. Be serious or be funny?
Both.
3. Spend time with your parents or enemies?
None.

ARE YOU

1. Simple or complicated?
Omg, definitely complicated as the others think, when I can be quite simple, if I want to.
2. Retarded?
Some situations require that you act like a retarded.

DO YOU PREFER

1. Flowers or candy?
Flowers.
2. Gray or black?
Black.
3. Color or Black and white photos?
Either.
4. Sunrise or sunset?
Sunset.
5. Staying up late or waking up early?
Staying up late.

QUESTIONS

1. Which shoe goes on first?
Right. I think.
2. Ever thrown something at someone?
I want to. I want to so bad. I get this from my dad.
3. On average, how much money do you carry with you?
Not much.
4. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Twirl. But I don't wanna hear about spaghetti for a looong time.
5. Have you ever eaten Spam?
No.
6. Favorite ice cream?
Ah... chocolate, tiramisu... and many more. I love icecream. :X
7. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet?
Just one.
8. What’s your favorite beverage?
I don't drink alcohol, so Coke.
9. Do you cook?
Yeah, actually a lot lately.

LASTS

1. Last Alcoholic Drink: None.
2. Last Car ride: I do not have a car and neither do I desire one.
3. Last Movie Seen: Despicable me.
4. Music: Last one on my mp3 player I think it was M.Manson and Korn - Cry for you or Him - Right here in my arms.