”Sometimes questions are more powerful than answers. How is this happening? Why them and not others? Why now? What does it all mean?”

I was never allowed to be a part of your Destiny...

My dad told he just found out he only breaths now with 48% of his lungs, 15% less than last year, and that he needs urgent surgery, my sister is passing out unconscious in the house showing me how powerless we really are in emergency situations... all good news as we can see. And I have to stay strong for everyone here. At least, fortunately, I have a really strong system so nobody has to worry about me. But at times, you don't really know what is that you can do in situations like these. Trying to stay focus at things that need to be done, coping with all these and with certain people's selfishness and carelessness is... not an easy job. And I try to move forward and keep my character strong hoping that the glass will not be full too soon. Sometimes life is just too hard on some people... It seems that the challenges never end for me.

”Where does it come from? This quest, this need to solve life's mysteries when the simplest of questions can never be answered. Why are we here? What is the soul? Why do we dream? Perhaps we'd be better off not looking at all. Not delving, not yearning. That's not human nature. Not the human heart. That is not why we are here.”

Take care, and hopefully I'll receive some good news for once too...
P.S. I couldn't thank more to my Andreea for being there for me so much in times like these when others weren't. It's nice to know you have someone to count on for once. Thank you so much... Love you.