I'm home! And it surely feels like home...
Lots of money to be spend and my 500 euros, that I have left at home, have disappeared. And I'm pretty sure it was my drunk uncle cause nothing else indicates a thief; I thought we had all the keys. So now I'm 500 euros broke, and I'm never gonna see them again. It's nice to have a family, right?!... Goodbye, my savings! Nothing has changed around here, everything is exactly like I remember it to be, but despite all, it does feel good to be home.
I'm trying to deal with every little thing at a time.
I can't wait for the new Evanescence album. I heard some snippets and it sounds wonderful.
I have finished seeing ”True blood” (my second attempt), well, until the episode that has been aired so far . My patience has been well repaid. If you get over the countless porn scenes, the terrible accent of the actors starring in it and the slightly exaggerated apparition of different supernatural creatures, it's an interesting show. I first thought it's an exclusive vampire show, but oh well... I don't understand though why in every freakin' show where there are vampires, there has to be werewolves too - ”The Gates”, ”Being Human” (the British, original one), ”Blood Ties” and so many others (and btw, they're way too hairy for me). Overall, the show amused me a lot (Eric and Pam are my favorite characters). Surely the idea of paying taxes vampires, that actually have their own government, that are being tortured by ephemeral mortal problems, and are feeding with bottled synthetic blood, is... interesting (even though I fail to see the point in being immortal, and having the power of doing everything you want, if you play by the universal rules and fuck, even pay taxes to the State). But, it does has several original points of view, so it's worth giving it a try.
I have also read two books from ”The vampire diaries”, out of curiosity. Besides the fact that the TV show doesn't respect not even half of the details in the books, I found the books to be... simplistic. Not even a challenge. You can read one in two hours, but you get no satisfaction: the language is for retards - well kinda the one in the ”Twilight saga” books - and the imagination of the writer didn't blow my mind - I'm not saying I could've write it better, but I am saying that they could have been written better. I still remain an Anne Rice fan till death: a true vampire chronicles writer, that does not involve werewolves or ”fairies” in her books, that treats the subject as it should be treated; even the conflict between Devil and God, often found in her books, is very well placed. Her books have often made me ponder about life, good and evil, right and wrong.

”Eric [to Pam]: You know I love you more when you're cold and heartless. What?
Pam: Blah, blah... vampire emergency. Blah.” (fuckin' hilarious)

”I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter”
I wonder if it ever mattered?!... even though it probably never did... Never did and never will. It may have mattered way too much to me, and way too little to you.
Well, my damneds I salute you from Romania! Till next time...