”I was ready to give you my heart on a silver plate... if by chance I have not done that already... and now I find myself with a heart that does not longer expect to be surrendered to you, a heart that does not have a receiver anymore but only a sender. I was afraid of what message reality was trying to tell me, but even though, I tried to fight the fear. I didn't give up. I kept moving forward no matter what. I got past my ego, and did things that not many would do and say. But it was never enough. I was not good enough!”

”My dearest, my own... An “I love you” was left un-whispered, untold in the wind left behind. You must come with me, loving me, to death; or else hate me, and still come with me, and hating me through death and after. There is no such word as indifference in my apathetic nature.”

Here's to my 21th year of misery that is yet left to be written down...
Till next time, please learn something from indifference mes damnés, as it causes the greatest suffering a life can endure...

*the quotes come from an endless source that has not yet been published or known by anyone else, but me.